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I honestly enjoy living on my own

Thank you so much for sharing, this inspired me so much. I'm currently in the process of moving out, I've been planning for the past two years and I think the time has finally come ! When you talked about the fear and the attachment I could relate so much so I'm glad to know that's a normal part of the process. Thank you again for sharing, I subscribed.. much love to you.

1:04 Thanks for sharing and for creating this space. It makes me feel so much less alone and more hopeful. ❤ I wish I could have 1-on-1s with my friends about this kind of thing and we kind of do sometimes but it's hard to trust and take things deeper. But trusting and healing take time and are a work-in-progress. Thanks again. Edit: Also I love your down-to-earth positivity

I can relate every day its like your walking on egg shells. Am so tired of there bs.

Where is the colouring stuff from?

I did it. I left ❤ I discovered you when I was stuck with my NPD siblings.. so glad I am here

what if you can't afford to leave? :/

Omg, I used to try sleep and stay in my room too, I'd do whatever I needed to do (Clean, cook, etc) and then go to my room when I was home because I wanted to stay out of the way and not be picked on.

✨Unbothered queen✨ Slay

i just wanted thank you a lot,,,,,,,,,,, your podcasts genuinely help me thru one of the worst times in my life your content always inspires me and gives me the hope and the right words i needed to hear from people you're doing something truly amazing and im very grateful for it wishing you nothing but the best and i hope you keep doing what you’re doing for a long time <333 mimi was here and i hope i see this message a year from now or even years later ( when im completely over it )

WAKE UP EVERYONE. NEW ANNA POST! I totally needed this. Was just having an epiphany wondering why I didn’t put myself out there and how crazy it was letting my anxiety and fear of peoples perception push me away from the life I want. Thank you so much your podcasts have been life savers 🧘🏽‍♀️🫧🌱

Yes tell us more story times plssss 😊 talk about whatever you want girl! We support you all the way 💕💕 so glad I found your channel!

Thank u forever for making this video

honestly, my mom & gramma tend to use me for everything they need help with. I really dont mind helping out, but when youre constantly doing things for others without taking time for yourself, thats when it really hits you. Not to mentiom the moment you get annoyed or say, "I dont feel like doing it right now." or smth similar, thats when they say I dont help with shit, i dont do shit around the house, im lazy and the like. I've no idea what this is called, like what term is used for what theyre doing. But I am physically & mentally drained. this has been going on for maybe 4 years or so. I'm 18. i've only ever had a single job, but i had that for 1 week. I couldnt manage what my mom/gramma wanted me to do, AND my job. So i ended up quitting. During that time, my mom had hip surgery and an infection at the site, so if i didnt do something, or was feeling tired, I felt bad, cause she couldnt get up, or do shit for herself. I had to do everything. me. Its always me. like tf??

I was thinking of joining the military active duty. This will help me not only meet new people but make money & go to school without my family being a helicopter

I have Dissociative Identity Disorder. More diagnoses pending, but my therapist and I, we know that much. I’ll tell you this: A diagnosis is not a condemnation. It’s just a label. Labels are helpful for understanding our experiences as multifaceted beings, they only become harmful or lethal when we forget this one simple fact: Standards don’t define *You*. Additionally, it is my belief that nothing is wrong with you, as nothing is wrong with me (or any other identity sharing this body with me). I was hurt. Everyone in here with me was hurt. You were hurt. But, that doesn’t mean that it was your fault or that you can never change it. I had a choice. Embrace the certainty of blasting myself off this cruel world, or… embrace being exactly who I am and showing the whole rest of the world that I am nothing to be feared. This meant I had to embrace the uncertainty of trying to change the world for the better, but I did/do so on the chance that I might actually succeed. Then no one else has to go through the hell I went through again. I was also diagnosed as being autistic, and when that happened at age 9, that explained a lot of stuff. I’m not disordered because I’m autistic (it’s a different brain wiring, not a disorder), I’m mentally ill because I live in a world that doesn’t accept people who are different, especially when their own neurology makes them automatically exceptionally different. I’m not alarmed anymore. The world will see that I and all others in this body are not to be feared, but healed, and nurtured emotionally. Till that one sweet day comes, I accept those into my life who actually accept me (and everyone else in the body). People ask me where I get this kind of awareness despite my Dissociative Identity Disorder. My answer: Practice. 😂 I love you all. Have a good day, okay? ❤️ There’s something better somewhere up ahead. You just have to take care of yourself long enough to see it happen. I need a break.

Household toxic is real

You help motivate me sm!! I loved this episodee

I resonate so much with everything you have shared❤. I kept saying "same" the whole time as I watched. Especially when you said you have run away from home a few times...SAME!!!

I'm wanna move out, all my family treat me like if I was their emotional punching bag. My mental health is fucked, it's crazy how sometimes your family it's not your home or your safe place.

Girl I been listening to you and I didn’t even realize you’re in ALBERTA?!?😭💀

There is a chance you have whats called as an anxious attachment style, if you are curious check out the book attached, plus its quite short and clear. In terms of the classic anxiety and adhd, they are not basic, they can be quite complex and its not as common as you may think, plus lots of being are misdiagnosed but also lots under diagnosed, as somebody who has adhd it affects your entire life in so many ways and it is not simple!

You were the first person I listened to podcasts, such a breather. Will probably continue listening to more 💛

THANK YOU. I relate to these situations almost to a T! I've been living with my mom to save money for my future and it's been so hard mentally. I really am excited to reset out relationship moving out. It's unfortunate we all went through this... but I'm glad I am not alone in this exact situation. So, really, thank you for making this video

I’m trying to move out but I lack financial support and I will start saving money asap. My life was always about what will people think about us and what they’re gonna do if I didn’t do their religious beliefs so they started to threaten me with killing and idk what to do anymore literally. Im staying here scared and depressed waiting for money to come my way.

I am so obsessed with you. You are an inspiration to me and my birthday was recently on the 5th! Happy belated birthday and thank you for inspiring me !💗

I’m so happy June was a good one for you, Anna! It’s so nice to listen to the bday pod and seeing the vlog of it. May July be a better one for you!!🫶🏼

Just saying... that's how you know the abuse is bad and very real if you're literally questioning having a mental disorder, Definitely have been there girl, glad you got out.

watching and hearing this video deeply connected with me. how you and everyone else’s experiences are so close, i teared up thinking about my future. i’m a half filipino half mexican american. i wasn’t raised by my parents, but instead my moms mom and grandpa (grandma filipino/grandpa mix korean american). growing up, yes they provided love, shelter, food, etc. but as i grow into my teen years, i realized that’s when everything goes downhill. what started as critiques about my body and appearance slowly cuts deeper into heartbreaking insults, blame, and self hatred at times. i would think about running away, hurting myself, skipping meals sometimes; just to isolate myself or “feel better”. now at 19, 20 in a few months i’ve been wanting to moving out for years since middle-high school. my mentality isn’t the best but definitely better years ago where i cared for their validation every time. even to this day, they still have that toxic household of yelling, bickering, and insults around. they pretty much control my future and present, as they want me to become a cna/doctor (something i don’t want to be) and helping out with car/phone payments. it’s really stressful right now, which after listening to what you had said Anna; makes me want to work harder and save up more. i really feel like my life has been a roller coaster of emotions, and that i want my self independence to be a new chapter of my life. thank you for your eye opener of advice and experience for everyone. and thank you if anyone ever reads this far. ❤️

I didn’t grew up in a toxic household. It was more like a mentally abuse from my father. I don’t want to blame him totally, don’t get me wrong, it was more like a dependance towards him. I think he is still bipolar and due to that I was always like “what was his mood yesterday“? What am I expecting today and it totally influenced the way I’m thinking about him in retro perspectives :// My mom is lovely even though she has some character traits I definitely dislike. She was always aiming for giving the beste to my sister and me. I hope you’re doing good and thank you sooo much for talking to us about such intimate stuff. I‘m sending allllll my loooove to you ❤❤

I always look forward to your posts ❤️

Cancer or Gemini?

Girl I feel you. Thank you so much for sharing. I hope to tell my own story one day.

Not to say I feel as if these things apply to their oldest daughters n sons and i feel as if mothers n fathers but mostly mothers scare us mentally with words, it gets physical and ect. But they like to depend on us to watch out for siblings and help them around the house as soon as we speak up about dreams or anything that involes not being attached to there blinding lies from the home and worldly lies, they take everything out of my room and say grown people have jobs and childern that have things that grown people with jobs work for n isolate me from everyone and everything but on somesides we get nothing inreturn but threats and being beat so i say this being 14yr old and some how came across this video n realized that im living for my parents more than ive ever lived for myself ive been taking care of babys sinces i was 5 just a baby and ive never had friends mental support or anything like that so everything thats happening now is mentally hurting me in the worst way posible and i say this everyday god wakes me up with a purpose so i have to keep going for the rest of these 4yrs of still living with my people.

The fact that I am at work so that o can become independent and move out in less than a month thank you so much for the information I really appreciate it you made my day ❤❤

Also yes! Continue to do podcasts outside, the video version of the poddie looks beautiful with the different scenery!

hi, anna! i recently found your page a few weeks ago and have been binging your content. it’s inspired me so much creatively and made me want to get back into my creative work that has been on pause for 2 years now. thank you for being vulnerable and an online inspiration. you’re doing an amazing job, keep it up! happy belated bday! i hope june treated you well! <3

sometimes a video pops up at just the right time. my birthday is in two days and I’ve recently been feeling so down about it, so stressed about spending it alone and worrying that I’m too old to still be so “stuck”. long story short, happy belated birthday and thank you for this, especially the bits where you said younger you would be proud and there’s still so much to experience in life 🥹

I also don’t know how a normal childhood is I feel like my whole life is a lie and I’ve also had most of this similar stuff happen to me I just haven’t left my home and I tried to run away but never could and just some of these are a lot accurate to me I barely even remember the good memories in my life

I had horrible mental health throughout my teenage years. I leaned on my mother too much, and exhausted her. I was and still am cruel to her at times, and she’s so disconnected from me lately. I don’t blame her. Neither of us are bad people. We are just bad for each other. I shouldn’t have had to go through what I did, and she shouldn’t have had to go through it with me. Neither of us had a choice and it ruined our relationship. She was a good mother until I wore her down to nothing. I can’t bare to be here anymore. I have to go and be a new person.

my mom really crossed my boundaries recently... I have to move out soon

Same situation as me except I'm the one giving them money. And I have a step dad that always yells at me although I didn't do anything bad. My mom tells me to stay because I still have younger siblings.. Idkk what to do anymore..

Dear guys who are suffering..one day they will die...so relaxand just focus on yourself..

I relate so much to this. I am infantilized, my mother crosses boundaries (reads diaries, journals, even digs through trash) I am critiqued for what I wear and do. I only realized recently it’s not normal for your mom to call you names and slurs. My mom sees my friends and even my own father as competition. I resonate with what you said about the constant bickering, hostility, anger etc. it sucks the life out of you.

love this! more vlogs pls ur my fav ❤

I feel this right now with my mom, sister situation, I’m 21 , but I am scared to leave

my mom get meaner everyday I have a plan but today is really hard

I love your videos <3

i need advice...for the lash part as a boyfriend of a girl who i fell in love with before she started wearing lashes, then years later when the trend picked up she started wearing lashes and hasnt stopped for going on almost 4 years, what can i do to get her off it for like at least a whole year?!?!?! ive known her for 14 years and 10 of those were without lashes its almost killing me how much i miss seeing her without lashes!!! she takes it as a joke when i make the request and says "never" but im like wtf i truly miss your face without lashes, its how i met you...i hyped her up up until now which i sometimes feel bad because i love her but now im just annoyed when she comes back with fresh lashes...idk what to do or say anymore

always happy to see you post, I love your videos! I feel such good vibes from your videos <3